Intro
Mmmmmmmh
Yeah eh ehh...
Verse 1
She wake up early in the morning
Working hard to be important
Question her purpose cause she don’t seem to see the profit
Finds it hard to celebrate the friends that get acknowledged
But they don’t know this
They don’t know her well enough to notice
That she’s struggling, they’re not wondering because her strength
Is used as a cover up maintaining it with debts
And black tax makes it worse she’s under stress
Under pressure to be the best, she’s depressed
But she don’t know this
Doesn’t know herself well enough to even notice
Driven by emotion
And still mourning the death of her dad
She finds it hard to be a woman
Lost in a world that’s made for a man, she’s going through it
Lonely at times, Mama will tell her to get married
Lacking the understanding that she just wanna be happy
Nothing more nothing less
She’s working on plan B
Chorus (Nandile Ndamase)
I can be conflicted with my views
Thoughts of losing you are suddenly so cruel
My emotions instantly reused
I cannot refuse my happiness for you
Verse 2
She wake up early in the morning
To live a life she calling gorgeous
She’s not seeking for purpose cause she’s making profit
Making sexual exchanges to like two of her bosses
Keeps it on the low, best friends will never know
Plus they’re looking up to her cause she’s the one that really got it
At least that’s what it’s looking like she coming from the bottom
But they don’t know her
They don’t know her well enough to know the
Consequences are bloody killing her
Envies for real success but these men wanna feel on her
Cannot reject cause these men are supplying the cheques
Gotta undress
Like the time when she got raped
By an Uncle in the family she’s mentally pained
But she don’t know this
Doesn’t know herself well enough to even notice
The fact that the ego is taking over her happiness
And it’s all to be glamorous
Man
Chorus
I can be conflicted with my views
The thoughts of losing you are suddenly so cruel
My emotions instantly reused
I cannot refuse my happiness for you
Outro
Can't go back in time I'm not equipped
It's the life I live and I cannot forgive
It's okay I'll battle with the facts, I'm okay with that and I'll accept the plaque